Swaying to the Wind...

Natural Woman by Aretha Franklin

Looking out on the morning rain
I used to feel uninspired
And when I knew I had to face another day
Lord, it made me feel so tired
Before the day I met you, life was so unkind
But your love was the key to peace my mind

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

When my soul was in the lost-and-found
You came along to claim it
I didn't know just what was wrong with me
Till your kiss helped me name it
Now I'm no longer doubtful of what I'm living for
Cause if I make you happy I don't need no more

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

Oh, baby, what you've done to me
You make me feel so good inside
And I just want to be close to you
You make me fell so alive
Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

I remember hearing this song and thinking that I wish I had a love this sweet... I feel like crying from just the sweetness of it so damn emotional. Damn you Aretha...A oooh... Isn't her picture one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen?

Today's title pic...

Blue Bonnet Worries

So new revelation I love writing typing doing things on the computer basically I've just realized that I am in fact part of generation X. Whoo! I guess I had to realize that sometime. So today though I have a shit load of work to get through I decided to post.... I've decided that with every post I'm going to try to place a picture relating to the title because my titles are from far off in left field...(check the bottom of the post) Today we have a beautiful edition of Queerty Knows Best... Hope you like...

First we have Leandro...now I don't know why this pic caught my attention...maybe it's the bongos...? Ok I lied...

Next up we have Udi...I don't know what kind of name is Udi but Udi makes me weak in the knees...

Now Roberto is just killing me...seriously he's just killing me Akimat and Eanehj know what I mean...

Anderson is just heating up the place with that smirk and those tighty whities...Mmhmmmm....

All hot male naked bodies provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods... Remember queerty is an official GAY blog...Just letting you know.

Today we have blue bonnets...

Found this beautiful picture of bluebonnets on the net....Ayokihso is bad minding me beside me...Booo...to you Ikciv.

PP My avatar is kicking isn't it? Admit it ;-)

I Heard...

"Like A Star" by Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands,

Honour to love you

Still i wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look i can't describe,

You make me feel like I'm alive,

When everything else is au fait,

Without a doubt you're on my side.

Heaven has been away too long,

Can't find the words to write this song,

Oh.,..Your love,

Still i wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

I have come to understand,

The way it is,

It's not a secret anymore,

'cause we've been through that before,

From tonight I know that you're the only one,

I've been confused and in the dark,

Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

I wonder why it is,

I wont let my guard down,

To anyone but you

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands.

"What Goes Around... / ...Comes Around Interlude" by Justin Timberlake

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?

You know I gave you the world

You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went awayI just can't seem to understand

Thought it was me and you babe

Me and you until the end

But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it just can't do without ya

Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around

That you were gonna make me cry

It's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed

You said that you were moving on now

And maybe I should do the same

Funny thing about that is

I was ready to give you my name

Thought it was me and you, babe

And now, it's all just a shame

And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it

I just can't do without ya

Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)

That you were going to make me cry

Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around

Yeah

What goes around comes around

You should know that

What goes around comes around

Yeah
What goes around comes around

You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)

Don't want to talk about it

I'm just so sick about it

Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it

Feeling the blues about it (yeah)

I just can't do without ya

Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?

Is this how we say goodbye?

Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)

That you were going to make me cry

Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around

'Cause I know that you're living a lie

But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

What goes around, goes around, goes around

Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone

And he never comes home

And every time you call him

All you get's a busy tone

I heard you found out

That he's doing to you

What you did to me

Ain't that the way it goes

When you cheated girl

My heart bleeded girl

So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt

Just a classic case

A scenario

Tale as old as time

Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody

To cure the lonely nights

You wish you had somebody

That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy

You'll see(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)

I thought I told ya, hey[laughs]

See?

You should've listened to me,

baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Because(What goes around comes back around)

[laughs]

"I Can't Make You Love Me" By Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights;

Turn down the bed.

Turn down these voices
Inside my head.

Lay down with me;Tell me no lies.

Just hold me close;Don't patronize.

Don't patronize me.

[Chorus:]

'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.

You can't make your heart feel

Something it won't.

Here in the dark
In these final hours,

I will lay down my heart

And I'll feel the power;

But you won't.No, you won't.

'Cuz I can't make you love me

If you don't.

I'll close my eyes,

Then I won't see

The love you don't feel

When you're holding me.

Morning will come,

And I'll do what's right;

Just give me till then

To give up this fight.

And I will give up this fight.

[Chorus]

It's Me...

The new year had me realizing that no matter how hard you wish for something that doesn't mean it'll come true. No matter how badly you need it to happen for you. No matter how badly you think you need it...No matter how hard you dream about it...This doesn't make it happen. I've been wishing and hoping that my wishes will finally be granted and I'll be happy because I finally got something I asked for. Thats not going to happen is it? I think it's so hard for me too...because I feel like theres just something missing from what I'm doing. What am I doing? Is it influential? Does it matter? Do I? Why do i feel like I don't?