I'm going down, i'm going down.... My whole world's upside down.

I just knew my high would come down. Natural high guys...sometimes the world is so full of life and colurs and beauty to behold that you just automatically feel good. I was automatically feeling good for a while there but now...I'm going down...I feel hot and tired and destitute and hopeless. The world is dreary and dark and wet and the life in it before is no longer there. I dont feel good about much but this is just a phase. On to better and greater things I say. One thing I want to talk about is...(drum roll please) the lesbian experience via threesome or otherwise. I know weird topic right especially after my monologue above but hey my mind works in very mysterious ways. I know a few of you Jamaican girls have been "pleasantly offered" the opportunity to take part in a threesome (2 girls, 1 guy formation). I say plesantly offered because they didnt really ask you did they, there is a suggestive quality to their voices as if they are saying "You have to have a threesome with me and another girl because if you dont you dont love me/I'm going to leave you" I mean they dont say it but it's there as if the relationship will suffer if this is not done. Well what do you think....What i think is that people do whatever the hell they feel like, it's not my business and I'm going to make sure I stay out of other people's business. Now, a girl who performs the formation named above is not termed a lesbian because there is a young man, neither is the young man named a slut but turn the formation around (2 guys, 1 girl) the young man, especially if it's not a friend, is a Homo and the girl is a whore. Where's the justice in that? I can't say that I have knowledge of anything other than my own life but double standard? I think so...Now I havent heard many instances of girl on girl action but I have a feeling it's more prevalent than people may think. I dont mean same sex schools either, I mean girls (and maybe some young men too) are experimenting with their friends. Not just school friends but neighbours and sometimes even family (for example siblings (EEEWWW!!!) or cousins) I have found that children of similar ages when left alone are prone to do anything together because they're curious. I will tell you though that kissing a member of your own sex does not make you a homosexual, neither is finding yourself uniquely attracted to a specific member of the same sex. Wikipedia defines homosexuality as "...a lasting aesthetic attraction, romantic love, or sexual desire EXCLUSIVELY for others of the same sex or gender." I'm not gay and I dont know anyone who is gay...unless of course any of my friends have something to tell me? I just don't want another generation being confused and suffering through teen years that seem so long and hopeless. Dont fret about whether you are or you arent, love yourself whoever you are. Think about who you are not what you are.

And now it's time for MOVIES I ONLY JUST SAW Today's movie I just saw is ARMAGEDDON.

I say HELL YEAH! I liked it good acting, fairly off base plot but hey thats the movies for you and I cried at the end that constitutes a good watch for me. GRADE: 8 /10.

Hot guy of 1823...Jonathon!

As Ayokihso would say "Ole______ whey yu want?" And do remember it's not what you eat but who you eat.

I want nothing except $$$$$$$$$$$...and maybe Ice cream

Please someone give me a break with all these celbrities and their toro excreto. I'm tired, tired, TIRED of only seeing news about them and their selfish, self indulgent pukee lives....Ok so now that that fit of pique is over how is it possible for Britney Spears to be pregnant again? What in heavens name possessed her to dip into that white chocolate again? Save us all...also....ok so there's no also but DANG! Britney I mean not like I liked you before or anything but now I just feel sorry for you. Oh well! And now for movies that are sure to win that Oscar next year...GOAL! and Stick It. Feel good song of Thursday night Lauryn Hill's "ZION." Peace and retreat. No quote today because the quote machine broke down but look for quotes next blog.

Hot guy of 1115 A.D....GORAN!!!!

I can't help myself sometimes...

End of an era spent down someone's creek and other Ha-has

I had a total Dawson flash back the other day. Was remembering the episode where Jen tells Dawson that Pacey and Joey have a thing going on... Ok Ok I know I won't even bother what I will do is post a couple before and after pics of them and tell you how messed up I was about that show. For example I had an exam the day after the series finale and of course you know what I did I watched all two hours of it and then I cried like a baby because 1) Yeah it was sad to see Jen die, 2) Jack and Pacey's brother were so cute together especially with that kid, 3) Pacey and Joey were together(Thank God!) and 4)The show had ended and my obssession was coming to a close...I'm girl enough to admit it.

The cast of the Creek...

When did James van der Beek get so HOT!?

Oh Katie, Katie, Katie...

I still think he's still kinda cute...I kinda like her...Am I weird?This was the best pic I could find...Thats a little sad I know.

The Creek will live forever in my herat...and hopefully my DVD collection.

P.S. I do love My Jamaican Drama. If you missed the morning Interview of Beenieman and D'Angel on TVJ's Smile Jamaica, you missed it all. My poor blocked aorta heart. Three months preggers, tone deaf but still pretty D'Angel was over shadowed by her strong and "Mega star not Single star" fiance/manager. While they talked about her career and their wedding and while Beenieman looked at a corsage for the wedding I laughed and nearly died of a heart attack. My mother proceeded to call me from work to tell me to watch it. I don't know but Beenieman and D'Angel are really the TomKat of Jamaica.

I love you B'Angel...HEHEHEHE!!!

As Elleinad would say "In but, not of..." And remember the can won't open if it's on your face.

Hot guy for the year 107 A.D.... Bobby!!! Whooooooooo!!!!!!!

What's in a blog? A blog by any other name would smell just as sweet...

America's Next Top Model: Is it right that I'm completely addicted to ANTM? All that model fakeness(it could be a word) and Tyra and her gorgeous pictures(I vote Tyra as America's Next Top Model every season). Why did they replace Janice though, I mean I know she's crazy and all but that's what makes good TV...Oh well. Sometimes I wish I were 60 lbs and 10 feet tall cause then I'd definately enter. I love that show Tyra's just raking it in. I think Eva was the best winner ever then comes Adrienne (you know Peter Brady's petite amie), then Yoanna. Naima was blah blah blah and Nicole was Uhhh (Naima being the better of the two). ANTM is so not Kosher.

PS: Why is this Season so boring? (Love you Jade!)


Ballet slipper shoes: For my size 10&1/2 feet I say NoWayInHell! I can't even rememeber being a size 6...ever! My friend Irret's foot size would grow and replicate her age (Thank God it stopped at 13). Ok now I'm digressing. Ballet slipper shoes are so not Kosher put my big ass feet in a pair of Christian Louboutin shoes any damn day.

Coupling: Eewww!! Get your mind out of the gutter please...What I mean are relationships. Couples, couples, couples everywhwere I look that's all I see. So not Kosher.

Hot guy of the 12th century...Bruno! Yeah!

Having a not so fabulous day. As Axela would say "Yu neva know shotta life was so hard, shotta can't sleep inna him yard, yu neva know shotta nuh lov cinema..." Bold face lies never work always use a timid face approach.

25(?)Things to know about me.

This is what i'd like everyone to know about me somethings in here I didnt even know myself.

1. I hate cooked cabbage.
2. I love my Grandmere.
3. I'm in love with the notion of making love while I'm in love and being loved.
4. I'm an Aquarian which means I'm creative, love long relationships and absolutely fantastic in bed.
5. I love dancing but can only catch a few of the dances which emerge every minute on the Jamaican dancehall scene.
6. I really do want world peace.
7. I'm a sucker for a sob story.
8. I love strawberry daiquiries (I know so teeny bopper *sigh*)
9. I've read over 500 romance novels and have owned as much.
10. I'ver read over 900 books in my lifetime. (Is that good or bad?)
11. I take people seriously.
12. I need braces.
13. I'm fat and unhappy about it. (That's 2...isn't it?)
14. I'm addicted to Hollywood.
15. I have a friend named Ayokihso.
16. I remained a virgin all through my teen years. (Was hard but I succeeded.)
17. I want to have triplets.
18. I want a committment ceromony instead of a wedding and charm bracelts instead of rings.
19. I want to plan several glittering weddings.
20. I'm a procrastinatoraholic. (Maybe later I'll tell you about it...maybe.)
21. My favorite number is 7.
22. I've made several wishes from those chain email things. (None have ever come true. *sigh*)
23. I employ one defense mechanism in my everyday life. (Try to figure out which one.)
24. I hate when people spend money on crap. For example this.
25. I have a slight fetish for red heads and freckles.

26. I only wish I was this hot.

27. I love getting compliments.

As Akimat would say "Don't let me go Tom Cruise on your ass." Make hay while you can still grow grass.

It's fabulous being ME!

Who am I? I am a lover of books, music and anything celebrity. I love poetry, watching and attending (and hopefully someday directing) movies, art, sports and fashion. I'm not very big on...actually come to think about it I'm big on everything. There are few things I don't like (I cant remember any though), and even fewer people who I can't stand. Generally people like me... or at least that's the impression I get. I think I'm funny... sarcstically so (of course) and people tell me I'm deep... whatever that may mean. I don't often say much but my mind is going a mile a minute. I'm a social drinker (personally I beleive that l'eau is the only way to go) and i detest smoking. I'm 99.999999999999...% heterosexual except for maybe her. I'm slightly obssessed with TRENT and BRYAN. I'm most loyal to ma grandmere mais non mon pere ou ma mere. I speak thismuch French, thismuch German and awhole lot of patois. I love Germany and want to live there some day and decided that i would teach myself German (not necessarily the best idea i've ever had) and I did French in high school because it wasn't Spanish. I've always wanted a blog and I use my hi5 account to make up for me not having one. A blog is so much better beacause you have so much more freedom. Mes amies pincipaux sont Eanehj, Irrek, Eelikciv, Axela, Akimat, Ayiddas, Eceined and the list goes on and on and on... I make acquaintances very easily (I've got one of those faces y'see) but making new friends is hard work. I'm extremely easy going but I'm not a push over (I run people over, people don't run over me...Comprendre?)
I spent yesterday feeling guilty about not doing any work and thus making it hard on myself to succeed...Well a good night's sleep took care of that for me. As Irrek would say "Time waits for no man...except Chuck Norris." I'll see you on the outside.
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I can't believe I have one of these...Why would anyone give ME one?

I knew eventually I would get myself one of these... Now I can rule the world. I have so much to say and hopefully so MANY people to say it to. I love cruising the web and I love reading blogs and now I have my own. Since this is my first blog and all and I want to make it interesting for you here are some pics of some random nude and semi nude men. (Don't you just love it!)

This is Stephane (Say Hi!)
"HELLO!"

This is Bruno...not to be mistaken with Bruno
If I had this to wake up to I wouldnt sleep so late...

Meet Chris (*sigh*)
Hello sailor... I'm in th Navy now...right this minute...

This is Boris... Sadly, Boris is married to her.
Now what kind of black woman would I be if I didn't worship the form of my black men...
Remember Jason Behr from Roswell?
When did he get so frigging HOT!

The woes are many the solutions are few. Have fun with my blog. I gotta go eat something... As Eanehj would say "The more you know the more you can gossip about...behind her back.