Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Swaying to the Wind...

Natural Woman by Aretha Franklin

Looking out on the morning rain
I used to feel uninspired
And when I knew I had to face another day
Lord, it made me feel so tired
Before the day I met you, life was so unkind
But your love was the key to peace my mind

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

When my soul was in the lost-and-found
You came along to claim it
I didn't know just what was wrong with me
Till your kiss helped me name it
Now I'm no longer doubtful of what I'm living for
Cause if I make you happy I don't need no more

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

Oh, baby, what you've done to me
You make me feel so good inside
And I just want to be close to you
You make me fell so alive
Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

I remember hearing this song and thinking that I wish I had a love this sweet... I feel like crying from just the sweetness of it so damn emotional. Damn you Aretha...A oooh... Isn't her picture one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen?

Today's title pic...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Blue Bonnet Worries

So new revelation I love writing typing doing things on the computer basically I've just realized that I am in fact part of generation X. Whoo! I guess I had to realize that sometime. So today though I have a shit load of work to get through I decided to post.... I've decided that with every post I'm going to try to place a picture relating to the title because my titles are from far off in left field...(check the bottom of the post) Today we have a beautiful edition of Queerty Knows Best... Hope you like...

First we have Leandro...now I don't know why this pic caught my attention...maybe it's the bongos...? Ok I lied...

Next up we have Udi...I don't know what kind of name is Udi but Udi makes me weak in the knees...

Now Roberto is just killing me...seriously he's just killing me Akimat and Eanehj know what I mean...

Anderson is just heating up the place with that smirk and those tighty whities...Mmhmmmm....

All hot male naked bodies provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods... Remember queerty is an official GAY blog...Just letting you know.

Today we have blue bonnets...

Found this beautiful picture of bluebonnets on the net....Ayokihso is bad minding me beside me...Booo...to you Ikciv.

PP My avatar is kicking isn't it? Admit it ;-)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

I Heard...

"Like A Star" by Corinne Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
You've got this look i can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side.
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh.,..Your love,
Still i wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,
I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
To anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,
Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands.

"What Goes Around... / ...Comes Around Interlude" by Justin Timberlake

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went awayI just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
[Comes Around interlude:]
Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated girl
My heart bleeded girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me,
baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]

"I Can't Make You Love Me" By Bonnie Raitt

Turn down the lights;
Turn down the bed.
Turn down these voices
Inside my head.
Lay down with me;Tell me no lies.
Just hold me close;Don't patronize.
Don't patronize me.
[Chorus:]
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
You can't make your heart feel
Something it won't.
Here in the dark
In these final hours,
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power;
But you won't.No, you won't.
'Cuz I can't make you love me
If you don't.
I'll close my eyes,
Then I won't see
The love you don't feel
When you're holding me.
Morning will come,
And I'll do what's right;
Just give me till then
To give up this fight.
And I will give up this fight.
[Chorus]

Sunday, April 08, 2007

It's Me...

The new year had me realizing that no matter how hard you wish for something that doesn't mean it'll come true. No matter how badly you need it to happen for you. No matter how badly you think you need it...No matter how hard you dream about it...This doesn't make it happen. I've been wishing and hoping that my wishes will finally be granted and I'll be happy because I finally got something I asked for. Thats not going to happen is it? I think it's so hard for me too...because I feel like theres just something missing from what I'm doing. What am I doing? Is it influential? Does it matter? Do I? Why do i feel like I don't?