Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Robbing Me Of My Senses

Before I even get into my depression mode I'm going to give you a little supm supm that people have been pressuring me for...Another edition of Queerty Knows Best...

The hoodie, the half nakedness... Anthony makes shivers run up and down my damn spine...
This merely looks like an incestuous relationship between the Carlson twins but then again add me to the mix and anything can happen...*sigh* (click pic for NSFW version)

Jerome is speaking to me ...I don't understand a word of Spanish but he's speaking to me...

Meet Noah...for some odd reason unbeknown to me I think I'm in Love...

This is Muli...This pic reminds me of "morning afters" A few of them with him would have been worthwhile...

All pics provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods section (please refresh your memory)

I can't put a finger on what could possibly be wrong with me lately. I'm kinda tired of doing things and my negative self talk doesn't help matters one bit. I want to find something that interests me. I think a camera would keep me occupied for awhile and I've found one that I like (thats cheap) as well as a SD card and rechargeable batteries and charger from Amazon for $167 in total...Now thats a good deal if you ask me...but how would I get it I don't ha
ve a credit card in fact I don't have anything...I'm so tired.... I know this post is kinda lousy I'm sorry I promise an even better post soon to come.

Today's Title pic is (really cute)

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

I'm So Blank

"Foolish Games" by Jewel
You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

Felt like rejoicing today because I finished two exams and the title provided by Nire seemed so fitting that I just feel so blank now like I'm spent a piece of paper merely waiting for it's sweeping wind. I have to tell you I do love that feeling. Nire is such a great person and so much fun. The above song just makes me lament so often it's amazing that yet here I am feeling empowered by the words. Makes me feel like I can do it on my own by myself everyday all day. I feel like I want that for every body. I'm so loving the beauty that is the world...this could be the after effects of two exams back to back or I could really be feeling a love for everything and everybody.

Today's Title pic is: