Monday, December 31, 2007


Nothing Simpler than that headline... Happy New Year to all...I hope the new Year brings love and happiness to everyone...I'm getting so sentimental this holiday season it's crazy...I just want the best for everyone and everything...

Enjoy the fi
nal Title pic for 2007...

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Christmas = Happiness!

I love Chritmas time...The air is somehow different and the days just seem more joyous...I don't know this is really one of the only times I can really say I'm happy...Happy to be alive, happy to be loved and happy to be loving. Good times, good times. Last year (can't believe I've been at this blogging thing so long) I posted things that i wanted for my presents in my Happy Birthday Jesus post but for this season i feel the spirit of partying and partying hard...I know it may not be very fitting for the season in some person's eyes but hey I'm young... (thats my excuse for everything).

Seriously though I don't just love it for the seasonal parties that litter the scial scene but because of the warm and fuzzy feeling. The coming together of family....I love my Mom and Christmas day is the day we come together and cook up a storm and a half feeding basically half of my neighbourhood. It makes me feel good to do that. It's an awesome experience... and thats why I love Christmas.

My workplace had their office party on Saturday... It was to be a blowout affair...Well it was over the top and the venue was nicely decorated under the Hawaiian theme...Though I do understand the route the party was going the atmosphere was working against it. The muddy grounds (ruined stillettos), the food was ok (not great, but free so thats at least a 5/10) I found that I had to be struggling to make my own fun. Akimat and I went and she's not the best person to impress so you can imagine what she was least we were both bordering on the edge of drunk and fall over drunk so everything was bathed in a very colorful glow and we were laughing like fools. GOOD TIMES, GOOD TIMES!!!

Best Dressed of Male of the night for me was Nerrej, the shirt was a nice colour (orange, maybe peach/appricot and white) and a nice cut that fit very nicely with some design that I in my druken state could not recognize but seemed to fit the Hawaian theme, Best dressed Female of the night was a girl I saw accross the way she wore a blue and green sarong type dress in halter style, the colours were complimentary, the cut and style were very good for her ample size and her make up and hair were nicely done...she fit the theme perfectly for me and thus she wins my Best Dressed nod.

What I will boo (I have a post in mind with this title but I'll give a little preview) : -Asymmetrical hairstyles - it doesnot look good on everybody and if you notice everybody is wearing the same hairstyle as you...BOO! Also I'm going to boo glitter belts with your name on it and silk print dresses aren't my favorite thing in the world either. Everyboy and their mother's grand aunt has one...BOO!

I was trying to think of a way to end the post today... and I realized I haven't done Weh Yu Mean! in ages.

  • Amelia "stop calling yourself MILK" Sewel...Yu alright?? Because I can't understand what di girl do yu so mek u sit her down and tell her when and where and how many times you and the Drippy one were having sex. WEH YU MEAN?! I am confused Amelia...Yu nuh have a kid...?You don't look that bad one sixth of the time you can find another man...Tek care of your kid Amelia and leave Smiley alone.

  • Grammy Nominees for 2007 in the category of Best Reggae Album: Burning Spear, Stephen Marley, Sly and Robbie, Lee "Scratch" Perry as well as Toots & The Maytals. What about the dancehall artist dem whom have had good albums this year...Assassin for one I think had a good album but the main point is that every year when it comes to this category what you have is a bunch of old men and maybe one dncehall act thrown in...No disrespect but WHE YU MEAN?! Where's the Dancehall and let's not start the debate about which is better because seriously thats dated as the four fifths of the nominees above...
  • Why exactly are jamaican artistes spending their hard earned (HAHAHAHA!) money on DNA tests? WEH YU MEAN?! Adijah you know you were the father...This novelty better wear off soon because I'm tired of hearing about it...Might as well go on Maury and get it done for free...

  • Beenie...Moses...Mr. Davis...Every year when it comes to Christmas time you say NO STING for me...WEH YU MEAN?! Every year we see you on the bill and we see you perform on the show and now we have to wonder anything you say the truth? I don't think so...I love you Moses but you need to stop with the lies and deceit...

  • Munga...Deva WEH YU MEAN?! What exactly are you portraying to the youths that follow you religiously?? Lyrical war is what keeps the music fresh, keeps us interested because we want to know what can possibly come next...but physically hurting each other really just perpetuates a feeling of unrest and disqueit among the youths who look up to cant endorse that...

  • JILL is COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEH YU MEAN?!! January 25th will see me at the Air Jamaica Jazz and Blues Festival to see the soul deep, mesmerizing Jill Scott perform... I'm literally screaming as I write this...YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's close to my b-day too so if I don't get myself anything else for the rest of the year I'd be happy because I saw Jill Scott LIVE!!!!!!!!

My fantastic and fabolous friend Icart is getting married on the weekend...I'm so happy for her... Married can you believe it?? It seems like yesterday we were still in high school...Well she had a surprise bridal shower on the weekend that STFO!!!! Awesome!!! Getting drunk and revealing secrets is a good way to spend your Saturday evenings...

I felt the need to leave you with a little I've decided to change !!HOT GUY THROUGH THE CENTURY!! to !!HOT GUY OF THIS DAY!!...If you're smart you'll do a little research and get it...If not just enjoy the hotness... Today's hotness is due to the fact taht i am going through my asian phase...!!HOT GUY OF THIS DAY!! March 22, 1971...Will Yun Lee...YES! YES!


Today's Title pic is cute...AWWWWW....

Sunday, December 02, 2007


I'm making some changes...I can't want everything in my life to change while I'm still the same person.
  1. A. I am going to Japan in the summer of 2009. I am going to teach Japanese children english for a year or more. It's my dream to travel the worl and I'm not passing this opportunity up...

  2. I am going to lose 70lbs by Dec 2008 and 90lbs by Mar 2009...not because of some vain idea that I need to be thin but solely because I don't feel healthy I fell overweight and with my family history fear developing a chronic illness like hypertension which my beloved grandmere is fighting and diabetes like my mom and maternal grandmother.

  3. I am going copper. I'm coloring my hair in a copper tone because I like it and I think it may suit me. I love my black hair but 21 years of it has become unbelievably dull...

  4. I'm piercing something...Prolly my nose...I don't know why I just know Ive always wanted to and theres really no time like the present.

  5. This one is tentative because I'm not 100% sure...I want to get a tattoo...This will happen but I don't know when this will happen I can't say it will happen in the next two years as my other transformations...but it will happen...The first will be a dragon my lifelong fascitination has led me here. They are mystical, mythical creatures who make believe in fairy tales and in that anything can happen...

  6. No more pity fucking party and juvenile behavior from me... No piddling around. I'm doing away with those friends by default. No need to keep that shit going. Some people should not even be in my facebook life. I'm turning into an inconsiderate person...somehow I feel like its time. I just hope my real friends can forgive me because I'll always be forgiving them.

I'm feeling like I'm on top of the world and anyone whos in my way better watch out because I'm a changeling converting to my new form. Nothing to fear but something new to embrace and basically if you don't like it you can leave... Nobody keeping you anywhere in my vicinity certainly not me. I'm a new being a new person even without these things as yet I'm already new. I'm not becoming a different me, I'm becoming ME...finally. I've been waiting and I realized that if I stood still I'd be getting nowhere just watching shit pass me by. Not anymore.

Today's Title pic is awesome and hard to find...

Saturday, December 01, 2007

World AIDS Day...

Today is a day I wish we didn't have to celebrate, but I have to stand strong with all the people living with AIDS, surviving, just living life as it should be lived. I wish this day would just go back to being December 1st, 24 days til Christmas countdown but it never will. It saddens me, makes me want to cry when I think about the millions who have died and are dying from this disease.

It saddens me even more when I think that next to Africa the Caribbean is second in the world for new cases I'm think...WTF?? Ladies and Gentlemen what is going through your minds? HIV/AIDS is a preventable disease...PREVENTABLE! What the fuck is wrong with you? Seriously what could possess you to not use a condom with your partner...WHAT? Please let me know and dont give me any shit about decreasing pleasure and whatnot...Fucking is me personally using a condom makes me feel more secure and increases any pleasure I may be feeling... Intelligence people is not only for some, everyone can eat from that tree..Don't be left in the desert...

I want to be aware and I have no problem asking my partner to go do and HIV test with me. Contrary to popular beliefs you are not distrustful of your partner in fact doing an HIV test to me builds a stronger bond a newer dimension to you and your love...I had loved those "KNOWING IS BEAUTIFUL" ads they were so true. Its a beautiful thing. ANd if it can save my life and the lives of the people I love. There is nothing wrong with that.

Today's Title pic is a poingnant double feature -
The second is my fave because if you look closely there's a Caribbean flag in the center of it. AIDS is not a death sentence but PREVENTIOn is alaways, ALWAYS better than cure.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I Was Going to Write Today....

I was going to say something about this guy I met online I really was going to write today about the stuff thats been bothering me. I really was going to write today....But then I stopped and I thought today...haven't done any real thinking in awhile just going through those motions again. Get up, go to work, come home, lament (silently of course) about what I haven't got to read, sleep then do it all again the next day. Absolutely marvelous day I have right...? Right... I'm feeling me some Jill Scott lately and of course another book has hit the horizon that I want to get my hands on it's called MIDDLESEX by Jeffrey Eugedines. A book about an intersex guy and greek tragedy is just too intriguing for me to pass up... Anyone willing to sponsor me I'd appreciate it.

I remember when I first started this blog and I was so excited. It was like a diary...only on a computer (yeah I was lame) but I loved it and I still love it...It's on the list...I have a lot of lists and this list I refer to is the list of things I absolutely love unconditionally... First there's Mom...then come books (a little strange perhaps but Ive never professed to being anything more or less) ... then comes the internet and by extension my blog.

I've discovered an opportunity to move to Japan for a couple years to help teach Japanese children English..I mean how awesome is that?? I'm just hoping that all things positive are flowing my way and I get to go and expand my horizons and my vocabulary. Wish me good luck...I don't know what to think I'm really excited about Japan and I'm thinking wow 2 years away from Mom and all the things and people I know...I guess this is really what they cll Growing the fuck up....

Do we really need another person talking about Britney Spears? I wish I could help her... You can only help people who really want to help themselves so ither she's going to seek the help or she's gonna die... Simple..

I've been craving like a pregnant woman Chinese food, Japan, men I can't have...It's been getting crazy... Out of hand...

Today's title pic is LARGE...

Thursday, October 11, 2007

I Hate UWI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know, I know people really like to stress the "you need ejumacation" thing but I swear to GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!This place sucks assssssss................... Sucks major asssssssssssssssss.....

That is all...

I even have a title pic...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Just This Once

I watched "Wuthering Heights" this morning...The new version with Ralph Fiennes....Personally the older version is a much better version to me but not taking anything from Ralph, he was magnificent...The tortured tale of Heathcliff and Catherine... (HAHAHAHA!!!! click on the pics to find out what's so funny....) While watching I felt this urge, this need to feel the love they must have felt for each other. It was passionate and hot and devastatingly torturous...It was beautiful, a love that we often don't see. It rips the soul into pieces, makes you incomplete without your partner, makes you feel horrible and good at the same time... Thats some hardcore loving...Hmmm...makes me wonder about the passion lovers feel. You often hear that they were caught up in the moment, I've never been caught up in a moment, I'm so lacking. I feel left behind. I'm a control freak, the only I lose myself completely in is a book I really get into it and thats why sometimes I get really clouded and thoughtful about stuff that I'm doing and why I'm doing the things I'm doing...Of course it depends on the book I'm reading. For example I read recently Naughty or Nice by Eric Jerome Dickey and at the end of the story I promised myself -

2. WOMEN can be their own worst FUCKING ENEMIES

3. DON'T TRUST ANY MAN (harsh but very true)

4. NEVER HAVE A 3-some with your BOYFRIEND and another WOMAN...

I guess you'll just have to read the book yourself to know what I mean but really I was engrossed and I was left feeling sickened and fairly disturbed by the shit I was reading...My fave thing about the EJD books is how he always writes a post note and it starts with the words "This is a work of fiction." It's my fave line and I understand what he means because alot of the times that line saved me from going over alot of edges. I become these characters and I feel what they feel (well...not everything they feel) but I'm there and it makes me wonder if I'll ever feel that for somebody. Wuthering Heights is the perfect example of losing control and wanting to lose it, to become insane for love and wish that insanity on everyone around you. Heathcliff cursed Catherine's soul to wander the earth to haunt him in some way so that he would not be alone...WTF? I was like damn not even wising the rest in peace bull shit...Haunt me forever the man said.... DAMN! I wanna feel that at least once... at least once.

Well on a lighter note I wanted to share someone that I've been lusting for for a while..I'm in my Asian phase...Meet Daniel Wu...

He is just a complete hotness...I'm shaking my head... Give me a hot Asian guy any damn day.... And you know what he is so fucking nice I'm gonna do him (wink wink) twice...i'd do him over and over and over and over...OK let's stop...

I think it's the lips I'm not sure I can't reallly pinpoint why I think he's hot I just do so... Whatever...

Today's Title pic was hard to find...

Friday, September 14, 2007

What's Happening...

Well my first forays into the new beauty that is me has begun the Eric Jerome Dickey book signing was fun...I did in fact get the Naughty or Nice (and got it signed) which was a good book not great but still good...It just reinforced the fact in my mind that people will fuck you up... as well as people fuck themselves up daily for nothing more than a piece of ass. Shame... It felt more like a short story than a Novel but I can't say I was really dissappointed. There was food and drink I do believe that I am absolutely in love with Rum Cake with Brandied Sour Cream I was curling my toes and I was on the verge of moaning as soon as that cake hit my mouth.. MMMMMM! was awesome...
I don't know Ive been feeling so different lately and I can't think why thats happening. I feel thinner even though I haven't lost any weight...I feel beautiful even though my face hasn't changed...I feel magnificent if essentially bored because I have nothing to read...I feel like a force not just a person... My life is changing and I don't know why...What's happening to me?

Todays title pic is hilarious...does anyone remember this show?

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Surprise Me...

Damn...That damn Trey Songz got me thinking things that I definately should not be thinking... Damn..."Wonder Woman" got me feeling all tingly... DAMN!!!!! Did any one see that girl's ass...? WTF? Got me all biting my lip and shit... The man has got me curling my damn toes... I'm flushed... I need to get something and soon... DAMN!! I'm so damn horny...How can this skinny, thuggin like an emeff, tatooed fool have me in such a damn state? I don't know either... It's the fucking swagger, some dudes just got the right stuff to pull the swagger off...Confident emeff. Got me all hot and bothered...This state that i'm now in merely reinstates this feeling of lonliness that invades my body sometimes for example when I'm listening to this song...I wanna meet somebody and not that Im desparate (alright maybe a little) I wanna meet somebody...Somebody, somebosdy, somebody... I'm a realtionship type of girl I cant deal with this non-relationship state I'm in. It ain't easy to meet people you're interested in who's interested in you. Aslo interested in the same things you are because seriously I don't know how many men out there can really relate to a girl who loves to mix everything up. From books (Eric Jerome Dickey to Jefferey Deaver), to music (Trey Songz to Erikah Badu to Linkin Park to Nirvana to Dixie Chicks). I'm eclectic...that just means I like alot of stuff...and am bored very easily. Hit a sister up...she's looking...and searching...let me know...make me an offer...I'm a good catch and I'm definately like the mermaid from Splash I wanna be caught...

Going to see Eric Jeromre Dickey today YEAH! for me... thinking about buying a book too and you know I must love him if I'm willing to pay full price for his shit... I'm thinking about buying Naughty or Nice

but I also want Drive Me Crazy

and Chasing Destiny...

If push does come to shove though I'd prolly buy Naughty or Nice...Let's not talk about how Genevieve (the middle name of my daughter) completely fucked me over...Please why are the Best Sellers the books I hate?? Between Lovers, Liar's Game and now this one completely fucked me least Between Lovers gave me something to think about gave me myself in a sort of twisted wish I'd never read it sort of waty and Liar's Game wasn't all that bad...but still not a fave of mine...I'm going to get my girl Ayiddas's copy of Genevieve signed cuz I know she'll like it...

Todays Title pic is...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

The Real Thing

I wonder sometimes about true love...Damn never thought I'd be one o f theose people ever in know those people...the eternal fucking optimists...Damn but I wonder about finding the beauty of it...Is it like a sharp pain? A bright light? A sweet song? WTF is it like...? Please someone let me know... I'm thinking it's like the sweetest song i've ever heard and all those nice things that just make you sit down and think and cry and the pain isn't really pain at all but a cleansing, a merging of heart and soul...It's life, it's beauty and it's a sharp pain, and a glowing light, a beautiful melody that only you and love can hear...I heard "The Real Thing" by the real thing herself Ms. Jill Scott. Damn but she's the "it" for me. The "it" and the "ish"... Just complete...Her songs, her voice is where it is at...(i know...) Everytime I hear her I question my own being, my own life and the things I can do to make me better to make this life just the absolute realness...The absolute of absolutes...I listen to her with my ear and my heart and that's what makes me strong and foolish and lovable and loving...I listen and I hear the strings of the soul...I hear life and beauty and love...I can't find the true love, the absolute realness but then again why am I searching for it...

If only my peeps would be so genoruos as to get me all four of her albums I do believe I'c love them forever as they would exist as that person I think about when I think of my faveorite things... my friend Axela got me the "Who's Jill Scott?" and "Beautifully Human" for my birthday and everytime I think about it I smile because she remebered and she knew that I would love that more than anything else in the world that's one of my favorite birthday presents to this day...I absolutley love that gift because it wasn't contrived like some jewellry that people give you it was a genuine gift... A genuine from the heart gift and I'll love her and remeber her always for that... Some people used to ask me why we were friends and I used to thnk how coulf we not be? In my head I used to call them judgemental assholes because they didn't know her...

The tilte pic for today is so absolutely fitting...

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

I finished the tale of Potter two days ago and I'm still feeling the beauty and mastery that was the seven book series. I refuse to give spoilers... The book was my favorite by far and the cover of the UK children's version is my favorite. Reading the book made me think about high school and our fascination with the boy wizard. The book really opened up a beautiful new world for me and my friends. It was also a great binding agent for us all, discussing and marvelling about the books ability to make us believe we were a part of the wizarding world. A beautiful end...even though I hate the fact that it has to end. These are my absolute favroite books of all time and closing that cover really tore me up (along with the stuff in the book of course). End of an era I guess...The movie franchises should end in 2010 and to think at that time I'll be 24 and still going to the theaters to see this movie. Over a decade of good reads and memories... God I'm so emotional.

Today's title pic is the cover I mentioned before.

Friday, August 17, 2007

The Lifting of the Fog

Spent some time just reacquainting myself with the Goddess that is Jill Scott...and as I sit here having Love Rain down on me I keep thinking that this soul of mine ...sigh...I dont even have the words I'm so full of love and the last few weeks have been so eye opening and revealing...measuring. Making me feel strong and beautiful and more like me than anyone else couild possibly be. I'm living in this place now that's so far from the insecure, depressed 17 year old I was a couple years ago and I keep thinking what will I be like tomorrow? Who will I be in 5 years, will she still be beautifula and strong, will she be uncompromising as well as pliant as the 21 year old is today. I'm wondering about the kids I want to have, the children I want to give my all to making sure they know that love and life is here within Momma knowing that love will always be here. I keep thinking about him too...what type of soul will his be...? Will he recognize the glory that I am? Will I see the champion and lover in him? I want to be all that I can...With a smile on my face....Thant Jill is just the epitome of what I want to be...Her songs speak to my life, speak to my heart, transcends my soul... There's some really deep shit going on and sometimes if you're not careful you get swallowed up...What can you do to escape? Let it overwhelm you, let it all come down, feel everything at once and you'll ascend into a consciousness that you nefver thought was possible. The fog lifts and you see the world in a totally new light, a new way. It's a new life...

Today's title pic is so fitting...

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Bathroom Break

I wanted to write some glittering piece of foolishness that noone reads anyway right...but then I decided why? I'm alone here aren't I? Does my mother even see me other than her savior? I love her to death I swear to God but sometimes it's me alone seeing the real me. I have no pretty words, no sweet anythings to say about me...all I have all I've ever had is just this...This face, this body, this life, this... I love my life i just wish I wasn't living it all alone. I feel like if I break my leg now no one would be affected but me. I would have to struggle to get to work, then struggle back home, then sit and cry in my bathroom and ask myself why the fuck my MOM doesn't love me or why my father couldn't have tried to be at least a little bit of a DAD to me. I feel so inconsequential. I tried to think about whether I was depressed or not but I realized, I'm happy about my life. I love my career choice I love me and I love my mother (MOM and mother are two different people...if you hadn't figured it out) I'm just sad and alone, alone because i'm sad...I've got friends but at this point I call them friends by default...If you can't figure it out there's no help for you. I wasn't trying to isolate myself from anyone, I was taking a step back putting me at the fore...Thinking about my life for once and not how someone else's would be affected. I was thinking about how I feel about myself and about how I feel about some of the things my friends do and it made me feel sad. Thinking about not being able to help really, not being able to aid in the hurt that they maybe experiencing. I though about that damn E. J. Dickey's "Between Lovers" and though I absolutely HATED that book (only that one though I LOVED everything else...except maybe "Liar's Game") it got me thinking...Thinking about what the lead female character said about black men and women and the dynamics of that relationship. Thinking about what she said about the vaseline and anal sex. Thinking about what she meant and what these girls must be feeling while in that act whether it be vaseline or saliva its the same degredation and pain. I'm not talking about exploring the realms of sexuality with your partner either I'm talking about fucking for the sake of fucking...Kneeling and bending over for the sake of some man that is doing the same thing to some other girl. Thinking that they feel the humiliation of it all but can't stop, won't stop...refuse to lose. I've moved from the little girl who can't make a choice between Rum and Raisin or Cherry Cheesecake ice cream (I put my money back in my poclket and move the fuck on) I'm thinkg and feeling, chooisng between spiritual wellness, looking in the mirror and seeing more than my face. Seeing the reflection of a woman... not compromised, not sleeping around, wholesome (well not totally wholesome) TRUE....

No title pic words of advice either..Just wishing I didn't have to be told...

Saturday, August 04, 2007


The newest and biggest summer jam of all is "Boyz" by M.I.A. Check it out here... How many, How many, boys are crazy...WHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, July 27, 2007

I Am So Ready To Be Golden...

GOLDEN by the amazing Chrissette Michelle
Take me back in the day when loving was pure
Love ain't going away, love is always secure
Life's not always perfect but love's always forever
Lets let true love connect lets try lasting together

I'm so ready to love,
I'm so ready to promise my all
I'm so ready to give til' the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Be the man of my dreams and get down on one knee, Love
Say you'll be all I need and then ask me to marry you, my love
Lets take two golden bands and lets walk down the isle,
Love I'll say I do and you'll say I do, make a golden commitment, oh

I'm so ready to love,
I'm so ready to promise my whole
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden
Let's last forever (let's last forever)
No typical american shady love Let's stay together (let's stay together)
Pray God smile upon ours

I'm so ready to love,
I'm so ready to promise my whole
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be, yes I will
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

I'm so ready to love,
I'm so ready to promise my whole
And I'm so ready to give till the day that my life is no more
I'll be everything that this woman could possibly be
Cause I'm ready to be like the olden days when commitment was golden

Golden oh oh my
Golden love
Cause commitment is golden
Mmm mmm

I would recommend that you listen to this song and think about all that we're doing wrong....I'm so ready to love...How many times have we said this? How many times have I?

Today's Title pic is....GOLDEN!!

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Back From the Beyond...

Ladies and gentlemen due to my utterly unfaithful and ungrateful... I haven't been on in so long I fell like I've lost the little support I did have when I was posting fairly regularly...Well I'll try to not let that happen again. I love whoeever reads this even if it was in error...*sigh* Well today i've got a whole lotta stuff for you including the (unfortch) absentee WEH YU MEAN... as well as a !!HOT!! as tamales Queerty Knows Best... also because I've decide to change Movies I Only Just Saw because I found that I hardly saw movies I hadn't previously seen and really I just didn't like the title...So it is now Movies I Saw Last Week... and we have three lovely movies I saw last week. It's going to be a pretty colorful post and maybe a little long but I know you'll enjoy it.

  • The hotness that is LLCoolJ is slated to perform at this year's staging of Reggae Sumfest... if you're like me you must be wondering what will LL be performing? When was the last time Ll had a song lets not even ask about a hit... It's been at least a couple years since we've heard anything music wise from LL, so to the people who stage and promote Sumfest Weh yu mean...

  • I don't know what to think about this... Weh yu mean... It really...urmmm...ok it...I don't know. The first single while not grating on the ears (the eyes are a different matter) isn't the best piece of musical genius anyone's ever heard. I'm not a producer neither am I a musical connoisseur... Hmmmm...
  • RRRRRR........Freedom?

  • Visa delay Teacha what is going on?

  • Taurrus Riley's album, "Parables", is going real HARD!!!! "She's Royal" is such an amazing song...

Queerty Knows Best...

I just want to run away with Vinci..Damn...
Shai is such a bad boy...SMH *sigh*
Ok the name Dudi isn't the best name for anyone but damn he's fine...
Daniel here gets my blood boiling...Damn damn damn...
Anderson, Anderson, Anderson...thats all that's coherent right now...
All the hottness provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods section...

Movies I Saw Last Week...

The first movie I saw last week is "Ultra Violet".
Not a bad movie but still not great the explanation of the virus was very confusing and left me wanting a very simplified version of it. There were parts which were dissappointingly predictable but the special effects were amazing.
The next movie was not really a ovie it was a play in fact it was Tyler Perry's "I Can Do Bad All By Myself" Ok I like funny plays and I like musicals and although the voices were amazing it didn't really catch me at all...In fact I was a tad bit dissapointed. Oh well...
The next and bestest movie ever was "Gen-X Cops"
I will admit the only reason I liked this movie is because the guys were so effing !!HOT!! damn... I love me some Asians. Seriously I about swooned for every scene.
Well it's been great continue reading and i'll continue posting.

Today's Title Pic is very pretty...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Robbing Me Of My Senses

Before I even get into my depression mode I'm going to give you a little supm supm that people have been pressuring me for...Another edition of Queerty Knows Best...

The hoodie, the half nakedness... Anthony makes shivers run up and down my damn spine...
This merely looks like an incestuous relationship between the Carlson twins but then again add me to the mix and anything can happen...*sigh* (click pic for NSFW version)

Jerome is speaking to me ...I don't understand a word of Spanish but he's speaking to me...

Meet Noah...for some odd reason unbeknown to me I think I'm in Love...

This is Muli...This pic reminds me of "morning afters" A few of them with him would have been worthwhile...

All pics provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods section (please refresh your memory)

I can't put a finger on what could possibly be wrong with me lately. I'm kinda tired of doing things and my negative self talk doesn't help matters one bit. I want to find something that interests me. I think a camera would keep me occupied for awhile and I've found one that I like (thats cheap) as well as a SD card and rechargeable batteries and charger from Amazon for $167 in total...Now thats a good deal if you ask me...but how would I get it I don't ha
ve a credit card in fact I don't have anything...I'm so tired.... I know this post is kinda lousy I'm sorry I promise an even better post soon to come.

Today's Title pic is (really cute)

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

I'm So Blank

"Foolish Games" by Jewel
You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

Felt like rejoicing today because I finished two exams and the title provided by Nire seemed so fitting that I just feel so blank now like I'm spent a piece of paper merely waiting for it's sweeping wind. I have to tell you I do love that feeling. Nire is such a great person and so much fun. The above song just makes me lament so often it's amazing that yet here I am feeling empowered by the words. Makes me feel like I can do it on my own by myself everyday all day. I feel like I want that for every body. I'm so loving the beauty that is the world...this could be the after effects of two exams back to back or I could really be feeling a love for everything and everybody.

Today's Title pic is:

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Swaying to the Wind...

Natural Woman by Aretha Franklin

Looking out on the morning rain
I used to feel uninspired
And when I knew I had to face another day
Lord, it made me feel so tired
Before the day I met you, life was so unkind
But your love was the key to peace my mind

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

When my soul was in the lost-and-found
You came along to claim it
I didn't know just what was wrong with me
Till your kiss helped me name it
Now I'm no longer doubtful of what I'm living for
Cause if I make you happy I don't need no more

Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

Oh, baby, what you've done to me
You make me feel so good inside
And I just want to be close to you
You make me fell so alive
Cause you make me feel, you make me feel, you make me feel like
A natural woman

I remember hearing this song and thinking that I wish I had a love this sweet... I feel like crying from just the sweetness of it so damn emotional. Damn you Aretha...A oooh... Isn't her picture one of the most beautiful things you've ever seen?

Today's title pic...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Blue Bonnet Worries

So new revelation I love writing typing doing things on the computer basically I've just realized that I am in fact part of generation X. Whoo! I guess I had to realize that sometime. So today though I have a shit load of work to get through I decided to post.... I've decided that with every post I'm going to try to place a picture relating to the title because my titles are from far off in left field...(check the bottom of the post) Today we have a beautiful edition of Queerty Knows Best... Hope you like...

First we have I don't know why this pic caught my attention...maybe it's the bongos...? Ok I lied...

Next up we have Udi...I don't know what kind of name is Udi but Udi makes me weak in the knees...

Now Roberto is just killing me...seriously he's just killing me Akimat and Eanehj know what I mean...

Anderson is just heating up the place with that smirk and those tighty whities...Mmhmmmm....

All hot male naked bodies provided by Queerty and their Morning Goods... Remember queerty is an official GAY blog...Just letting you know.

Today we have blue bonnets...

Found this beautiful picture of bluebonnets on the net....Ayokihso is bad minding me beside you Ikciv.

PP My avatar is kicking isn't it? Admit it ;-)