I'm So Blank

"Foolish Games" by Jewel

You took your coat off and stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.
And I watched from my window,
Always felt I was outside looking in on you.
You're always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair,
You were fashionably sensitive
But too cool to care.
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather.

[Pre-Chorus 1]
Well in case you failed to notice,
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you,
This is me down on my knees, and...

[Chorus]
These foolish games are tearing me apart,
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart.
You're breaking my heart.
You're always brilliant in the morning,
Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee.
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you.
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar.
You'd teach me of honest things,
Things that were daring, things that were clean.
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean.
I hid my soiled hands behind my back.
Somewhere along the line, I must've gone
Off track with you.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else,
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself.

[Chorus]
You took your coat off,
Stood in the rain,
You're always crazy like that.

Felt like rejoicing today because I finished two exams and the title provided by Nire seemed so fitting that I just feel so blank now like I'm spent a piece of paper merely waiting for it's sweeping wind. I have to tell you I do love that feeling. Nire is such a great person and so much fun. The above song just makes me lament so often it's amazing that yet here I am feeling empowered by the words. Makes me feel like I can do it on my own by myself everyday all day. I feel like I want that for every body. I'm so loving the beauty that is the world...this could be the after effects of two exams back to back or I could really be feeling a love for everything and everybody.

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