Friday, February 27, 2009
Tied
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Posts from the BB
It really all boils down to being rejected though doesn't it? So reading above you can see I'm wrong. I don't want for someone else to tell me I'm not wanted. I don't want them to reject me because I think I've felt so much rejection already. I don't want to die but I feel like I'm struggling to live... I've heard that somewhere before can't remember where but right now its really a true reflection of where my life is. Antwone Fisher's got me fucked up.
P.P. - I was not in a good place when I wrote this. In my heart I feel like there is so much to live for but sometimes I feel like I'm in the middle of the ocean treading water by myself. 'Why continue?' I ask myself buyt then theres an answer 'Because land is just ahead, gotta keep your head up...even though the road is hard don't give up' and I continue. As we should all continue. I continue.
Yes Yeast Yes...
burning, redness, and swelling of the vagina and the vulva
pain when passing urine
pain during sex
soreness
a thick, white vaginal discharge that looks like cottage cheese and does not have a bad smell
a rash on the vagina
You may only have a few of these symptoms. They may be mild or severe. (Source)
In penile candidiasis, the causes include sexual intercourse with an infected party, low immunity, antibiotics, and diabetes. Male genital yeast infection is less common, and the risk of getting it is only a fraction of that in women; however, yeast infection on the penis from direct contact via sexual intercourse with an infected partner is not uncommon. (Source)
- stress
- lack of sleep
- illness
- poor eating habits, including eating extreme amounts of sugary foods
- pregnancy
- having your period
- taking certain medicines, including birth control pills, antibiotics, and steroids
- diseases such as poorly controlled diabetes and HIV/AIDS
- hormonal changes during your periods (Source)
TREATMENTS - Yeast infections can be cured with antifungal medicines that come as:
- creams
- tablets
- ointments or suppositories that are inserted into the vagina
These products can be bought over the counter at the drug store or grocery store. Your doctor can also prescribe you a single dose of oral fluconazole (floo-con-uh-zohl). But do not use this drug if you are pregnant.
Infections that don’t respond to these medicines are starting to be more common. Using antifungal medicines when you don't really have a yeast infection can raise your risk of getting a hard-to-treat infection in the future. (Source)
- Consider taking a daily supplement designed to help prevent the recurrence of a yeast infection
- Keep you vaginal area clean, being sure to wash the area when you shower
- After a shower or bath, make sure your vaginal area is completely dry before getting dressed
- Wear cotton underpants and pantyhose with a cotton crotch
- After using the toilet, always wipe from front to back
- Avoid sharing towels and washcloths
- Wash your under garments in hot water and skip the fabric softener in the dryer
- Avoid clothing that is tight in the crotch
- Always change out of your exercise clothes or swimsuit immediately after working out or swimming
- Change your sanitary pads or tampons frequently and avoid using ones that are scented
- Avoid using heavily scented soaps, perfumes and talcum powder
- Avoid douching
- Use antibiotics only when necessary
- Eat a diet high in vegetables, protein and grains as well as consuming yogurt that has live acidophilus bacteria; avoid processed foods, sugars and alcohol
- Always use a water soluble lubricating gel during sex
- Consider using a condom if you are having sex and have a yeast infection
- Make sure your vagina is well lubricated during sex; avoid sex if it feels painful
- If you are experiencing chronic yeast infections and are using hormonal contraceptives, like the birth control pill, consider changing your birth control method (Source)
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The Golden Globes
- Booring..
- Thank you Laura Dern
- Ook Don Cheadle
- Thumbs down Eva's dress, jewels are nice Hayden's dress is a throw up Gabriel Burn-surprise! Yay!
- Zachary Quinto fuck yeah
- New Capn Kirk see above
- *sigh*
- *sigh*
- Still funny Ricky Gervais
- Why is the oldest Jonas brother 6 octaves lower than the others?
- Yay WALL-E
- Surprise Yay Johnny Depp!
- I've never heard of Happy-Go-Lucky this makes me content Yay Jakey!
- Seriously Drew the dress is gorgeous
- *sigh*
- Here it comes...RIP Heath Ledger
- Brokaw!
- Colin Farrell just admitted he used to do coke...
- Maggie WTF?
- Aaron Eckhart = Swoon
- Not too upset about Laura Linney but hate her dress
- In Bruges looks good
- DAMN Seth Rogan!
- Love the silhouette hate the top on Renee
- Fox looks short I like it and not at the same time also that E! Interview????
- Giamatti just said ass and pissy
- Tracy Morgan???
- Mamma Mia? Seriously?
- Kate Beck-Seen it, but still pretty
- First time God has been thanked-Ruhmen
- Right David your "wife" second time you've mentioned her tonight I could be watching Hamburger challenge right now on Food Network
- She looks horribly put together Diaz we are now enemies
- I'm so happy the Revolutionary Road was shut out
- Thank you Colin Farrell, One of the better speeches so far
- Salma Hayek-GORGEOUS!
- Sasha Baron Cohen just killed it!
- YES! YES! OMG! Kate Winslet! 'OK Gather'
- Repeat above for Mad Men
- I guess, at least it wasn't Penn
- Watching Rourke is like watching an exploding star, its destructive and the outcome is amazing to see but it's still sad to see it go
- Rourke just said bitch and something about balls
- Slumdog sweep the ting...BROOMIE!!!
As you may have noted I did it in note form. I remember doing this as far back as 7th grade that was over 13 years ago. I love awards shows...sort of.
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P.P. - I will be doing more regular post now since my BB is now fully functional. Thanks for anyone (KP!) who's asked me to continue. I love this blog and anyone who reads my posts or just wants to see what it's about and visits I thank you. Feel free to leave a comment good, bad or indifferent.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
The 51st Annual Grammy Awards

Sunday, February 08, 2009
Lackluster

P.P - When it seems like you're about to have a good day somebody always comes along and fucks you up. It's a lie when people say that what others say and do don't affect you even if it is infinitesimal affect you are affected. So, this bitch, comes in and does nothing but put her bag on the desk where I'm sitting. So I'm thinking you know good manners dictates that you say something whether 'I have to sit here' or 'I've been sitting here all along' but this bitch says nothing to me. So I ask 'Are you sitting here?' the bitch says 'Yes' in the most condescending tone as if I wash her nasty draws each day because I need money. In my mind I'm thinking 'So why the fuck didn't you say so?' I have no issues in moving, I really don't give a fuck where I sit in this place but I can't stand people who bitch for the sake of bitching. Bitch. Bitch also has a kid who judging by what I've seen is a bitch in the making. Bitch 2k16. Bitch.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Posts From the BB
OK so as you should know by now I have a very large, LARGE rack. A beautifully large rack that hurts my back most times I would love a reduction but whatever maybe if I lose some weight...Rambling...So I'm looking around and I witness some very small breasts on some lovely women. Non existent really and I think 'Wow I do not want.' I know there are men who prefer both ends of the spectrum and all that's in between but when I look on it if I were a guy I'd definitely be after the larger busted women. I just don't see the appeal of a small busted woman. Most of my friends are curvy with sizeable boobs that are usually displayed to their busty goodness. Of course my perception and taste is skewed by where I grew up, who I saw as I grew up and who and how I am. I still don't see it.
I'm such a judgemental bitch too it's hilarious.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Posts from the BB
There will be someone who will of course say that I'm disillusioned and of course they will bring up memories of an atrocities done to my people and I just want them to stop turn around and go away. I will never forget where I came from but I would never let that stop me from embracing the future. I love the black in me, every brown tone that my skin possesses and I love black men but I do not have to rationalize my love of men from other races to anyone. You be you as i will undoubtedly be me.
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Resolved
I used to think people were crazy for listing some of the shit (literally) they would when making these crazy lists. Just thinking about someone listing Britney Spears' "Circus" as the best album of the year would burn me up (I mean I like "Womanizer" but gag me with a fucking spoon). Crap is crap is crap.
I have no lists. I liked 2008 it was an OK year. I got a new phone, and cable, a new life really when we moved. It was as it always is another year. Soon forgotten except of course on Vh1's 1 Love the... series. I'm looking forward to 2009 and I'm looking forward to really getting through my Changeling list. I hate making new years resolutions because by February I've either forgotten or don't care anymore. I'm trying to make life resolutions. Things that endure through the years that can make me better. I hope I can get a few people to go along with me.
Now onto Movies I Saw Last Week...
The Princess and the Warrior - International film starring Franka Potente...One of my fave international actresses (you must see Run Lola Run, The Bourne Identity). This movie was...I really have no words. I liked it but the plot sometimes escaped me and I was lost sometimes. Benno Fürmann, the male lead was gorgeous and brooding which is always good. I wanted them to succeed I really wanted them to be happy. I guess the twists and turns are merely apart of what make it good. 8/10
Shoot 'em up - I was so surprised by this movie that I had to watch it twice before really processing that it was amazing. It was action packed, well played, well shot. The story was completely left field and worked so well but if it had not been this set of actors it would have been a complete disaster. It was borderline greatness and crap and craftily made great because it was done so well. The pieces really fell into the correct place. 9/10
Blood and Chocolate - OK I see what they were trying to do. I get it, but the execution was poor. Saving grace? Olivier Martinez smoking up the screen. Yessir. The blood and chocolate references seemed to fly right over my head, I only really got it when I watched it a second time. 4/10
Pride & Prejudice - Usually Keira Knightley gets on my nerves but shockingly I liked her character and how she portrayed her. I mean as an adaptation of a book it wasn't that bad. It had some funnies and the plot was predictable but sweet. 6.5/10
Make It Happen - OK I know no one is going to know about this movie, it's very similar to Step Up, Save the Last Dance... If you've seen one you've basically seen them all. So girl who can "dance" leaves small town to make it "BIG" fails then makes thrilling comeback of course love interest and disapproving family drama (using word loosely) ensue. *sigh* 4/10
Mutant Chronicles - I'm a fan of Mutants and the like, I'm fascinated by the paranormal. This movies screams low budget but I kinda liked the story. I liked the plot and it wasn't badly executed by the crazy cast. Thomas Jane was just a big plus. 6.5/10
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - It's Harry. I LOVED LOVED LOVED the cinematography of this movie. Loved the way it was portrayed, it was dark, it was funny it was good. I really wanted to box Harry's ears for being such an asshole which was exactly how the book portrayed him. Daniel Radcliffe did a really nice job. Helena Bonham Carter was created for these roles. She is Bellatrix Lestrange. The room of requirement scenes are my fave because we see them as students which the other movies somehow played down. It was a beautiful movie to look at. The movies all seem like a series which of course they are but it always feels like we are suspended in mid air when they end. Anticipating the final movies with bated breath. 8/10
Get Smart - OK. If you say so. It was OK sometimes funny, most times not. I get that he's inefficient but it was very "Mr. Bean" you know when it stopped being funny (Mr Bean movie anyone?) and started to get creepy. Meh... 5/10
Jumper - As seen above I'm a big fan of paranormal science and I loved the premise of this movie but Hayden Christensen bored me to tears. Jamie Bell was much more interesting (and much, much HOTTER) than the stick in the mud. Samuel L. Jackson was his continued crazy self. Clearly with that Diane Lane (Bore) ending there are plans for a Jumper 2. 7/10
1408 - I loved the book and the movie was a pretty good interpretation of it. I felt a little detached from the main character though. I felt terrified when reading the book, terrified for him, for me... terrified. The movies flowed and it was coherent, you can understand what's going on. Which doesn't necessarily happen with most book to film adaptations. 7/10
Jurassic Park - Yes it is my first time watching this movie. I have seen Jurassic Park 3 about a million times but have not seen the first movie. Funny right? So I though it was awesome and can only imagine watching it for the first time when it was first created. CGI has spoiled so many old movies but I tried to think as objectively as possible. The plot was superb and Jeff Goldblum as usual was sexy eccentricity. 8/10
In Bruges - Very engaging. Totally hilarious. Colin Farell, Brendan Gleeson and Ralph Fiennes are genius. The characters a re well developed, the plot was interesting. I instinctively knew what was going to happen though, without reading any spoilers or anything and i prolly would have loved some mystery and suspense but it didn't take much from the movie. 8/10
This is one of the most time consuming posts I've ever done...
Random Thought - I want to be a photographer... so anyone who can help me that would be great. I'm serious...or as serious as I can be.Monday, December 29, 2008
The Hills Are Alive

Thursday, December 25, 2008
C'EST NOEL!




Sunday, December 21, 2008
Posts from the BB
Circle of Friends
Sometimes I will admit I can be mucho annoying. Seriously annoying. So is everyone at some point in time. I am happy that I have people who know me, know what I'm about and accept that. Not to say there aren't problems between us sometimes because we have them. We are still young and that youth often times shows through 9not in a good way either). We hurt each other sometimes and we are sometimes very guarded with each other but usually we can see through the bullshit and aren't afraid of calling each other on it.
I can't imagine my life without them and I want to thank I.C.H.S. for giving me one of the greatest experiences of my life. I spent seven long (hard ass) years there and though it wasn't all hunky dory I would do it all over in a second because of the people I met, the stronger persona I developed and the book (and life) learning I received.
So to all those past and present who I will forever and always call friends and even family, I love you and I want to thank you for being you.
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P.P. - Totally unrelated to above...Why are all the gay men I see so fucking HOT!?
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Posts from the BB
I'm crying right now. I hate these attacks, I don't know when or why they started but I hate them. I can always feel them coming too. My leg starts tingling and sometimes I can avert them but most times they overtake me. Feels like my body is dying and I can feel it and see it but can't do anything about it. My mind is no longer my own. I just don't know what to do.
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Posts from the BB
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Posts from the BB
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Posts from the BB
Last night I watched one of my fave British comedies "Coupling" it was so funny and endearing. I can't wait until next week's episode.
Its funny that while people are watching and following the new shows I'm still excited to wait on episodes of shows that ended years ago. "Golden Girls", "Living Single"... Its all great.
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
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